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Delightful display of nature

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Gorgeous wild flowers

You know that expression “Be careful what you wish for…”? Well it more or less applies to my dog walking experience yesterday but my experience was breathtakingly beautiful

To give you some background, I am now nearly two years post-menopausal. If I thought the changes happening to me during perimenopause were disruptive, they’re nothing compared to the post-menopausal changes!

Some of these changes are well-known. Hot flushes and night sweats have me reaching for a fan and a change of clothing/bedding. Yoga helps with the worst of stiff and aching joints. But who knew about some of the other more obscure changes? Where’s the manual on this? Googling things is such a bad idea as the first set of results usually indicate one’s imminent demise.

Since February this year I developed some odd eye problems. My vision remained steady but occasionally I saw flashes of light, little crescent shapes, almost as like the after effects of flash photography. Incidentally, at the same time, I started taking a statin on the advice of my family doctor. She was concerned with my total cholesterol level and insisted on me starting these new tablets.

I don’t normally read the patient information leaflets. They are scary things and only to be read if something unusual happens. I considered the flashes as unusual, and on reading the leaflet, discovered that visual disturbances were on the list of side effects. Minutes later I had an appointment booked with the optician. My eyes were thoroughly checked inside and out. Every test came back normal. Phew. No signs of retinal detachment, burst blood vessels, low/high eyeball pressure. Everything was normal. So why was I seeing these blooming flashes?

I wondered if they were connected with the menopause and it turns out they are. Oh great! On the one hand, my eyes passed their exams with flying colours, on the other hand menopause has seen fit to bless me with another disturbing thing. Over the past months the occurrences have decreased to almost nothing but I’m left with a little floater and the impression of a gossamer web drifting when my eyes dart around.

More check-ups revealed my eyes are still tickety-boo but not one doc asked about my hormonal state? I have had to do all the research (medical and anecdotal). The answers are there in medical journals and the anecdotal evidence in there on menopause forums. Countless women, scared to death that they are losing their sight, all being checked by medical professionals, all fine, but not getting any answers. Grrrr!

So back to the dog walk. As some of you may know, the annual Hay House World Summit is on at the moment. I listened to an audio broadcast by Lorna Byrne on how our Guardian Angels help us. Mulling this over, I set off with Molly for our lunchtime walk. In the middle of her favourite field, I spoke out loud to my angel and asked for help with getting to grips with my eyes. Within minutes I was surrounded by butterflies. Orange-tips, brimstones, and tortoiseshells. Bumblebees joined the throng, and a robin sang its heart out.

I felt a peace I have not felt in months, and a sense of being looked after. Call it what you will, I know my angel was with me and my request for help has been answered. I don’t know what form the help will take, but it’s enough to know that it’s in hand.

Wow!


 

 

Disclaimer

To be clear, this post is simply about what happens to me. It is not medical or metaphysical advice, and if you are at all concerned with any signs and symptoms you have, you should do what feels right for you, whether that’s consulting a doctor or other practitioner. You have choices so use them wisely.

6 thoughts on “Delightful display of nature”

  1. My aura migraines scared me so much at first. I thoughtI was going blind. I detest them and their bad timing but feel reassured now I know what they are. Do you do yoga at home? I walk alot but would love to do yoga too but so expensive here. I tried loads of squats etc the other day and am in agony. I went a bit mad. Need something gentle.

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    1. Yes I do yoga at home… I use the Gaia app as my local class stopped. It’s better than no yoga. The only trouble I have is trying to stop Molly from joining in on my mat!
      Hehe – careful with the squats… your butt and legs will be on fire for a few days.
      The fact that I’m writing to you now at 5:20am is testament to another joy of menopause- blooming insomnia! Been awake since 4am. Oh joy🤪

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      1. I shall have a look at the app. Thank you. Ah yes I have heard about dogs and yoga😂😂. I keep meaning to put something on my blog about my insomnia fix but wanted to test it first. I have and so far it works. I did it at 6am this morning though and was in a deep sleep when my alarm went off at 7am..Felt worse !! It’s called the 4:7:8 breathing technique. It’s a yoga practice that I heard about randomly from a UK tv doctor. I will try and put something up later. But there is lots on youtube. I have been doing it in the day a bit to to relax. It feels a bit weird at first but it works so I put up with that part xx

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  2. Ah, the little comfort gifts we get along the way reminding us it’s all okay. I remember the first time I saw those little flashes of light. I was really scared and got a second opinion to find out it was sorta normalish from both. They said if I got a lot of flashes suddenly to come back in. At 62 I sometimes feel like the fuzzy floaters are taking over my eyes but some how my brain adapts to look around them. I’m so thankful I can still see butterflies and bumblebees.

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    1. Scares the pants off me! I’m still getting used to them. It’s funny how I don’t see them when I’m busy concentrating on something or when I’m gazing around at the scenery. I guess the message is don’t sweat the small stuff😌

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