This is the last time I’ll be posting my weekly card draws on Cath’s site. I have my own site, currently under construction. I’ll let you know when I’m ready to launch it.
In the meantime, this week’s draw is an odd partnership… The Ocean and the Two of Swords (Dragons in my new pack). There’s no doubt that as a Piscean, I am an utter water baby!I’d love nothing better than to take this oracle card at face value and move to the seaside, permanently. However, until I reach retirement age, this is not likely. I can dream of living near the sea in the meantime. On an associated level, I can pay more attention to staying hydrated throughout the day, but not to the extent my bladder wakes me up in the middle of the night. It’s a fine line to tread, a balancing act.
Which brings me on to the Two of Swords. The feeling I get from this card, with its dragon staring at me from behind a sword, is emerging power. The blade is double edged, and so is power. I’m a great believer in ‘just because you have to the power to do a thing, doesn’t automatically mean you should do a thing’. Balance the pros and cons of important decisions, then make a choice. Whatever the big decision is, it’s at the beginning of a project or process, so make sure to think a few moves ahead to stay on track and within your own power.
I’m guessing I have a few decisions ahead of me when it comes to setting up my new tarot site. So, until then, stay safe and well.
Last week’s draw focussed on some form of poverty in my life and the need for assertiveness. As I have all I need moneywise, this poverty was more to do with my mindset, my spiritual health and wealth. I am still processing the loss of my mother last year, which has taken its toll on that aspect of me. I’ve tried to cope with overwhelming feelings of sadness and tears that spring from nowhere, in response to nothing in particular, but I’m not sure I’m really coping. I sat myself down at the bottom of the garden and had a word with myself. The result is I’m booking in with a bereavement counsellor to help me sort through everything I’m experiencing. This should boost my spiritual health (and wealth) in the long term.
Meanwhile, back to this week, and the cards drawn are once again, working hand in hand. The Angel Oracle is asking me to think about what I really want out of life, while the Ten of Wands is showing an overburdened person. This situation comes from taking on everything in the mistaken belief that somewhere, in amongst it all, I’ll find some contentment.
The oracle card is advising me to take time to work out what I do and don’t want in my life. But where to start? Every time I try to think about this, I get side-tracked by the voice that reminds me of all the things I have to do as a mum, wife and worker. There’s no getting away from those obligations… and I wouldn’t want to either. However, this line of thinking is getting me nowhere!
I rephrased the question to ‘If I could have the moon on a stick, with sparkles and glitter, what would I wish for?’ In no particular order here’s my wish list:
Retire from corporate life with a tidy pension
Spend more time in my greenhouse and garden. My front garden is in need of a makeover – no time while I’m working
Be brave enough to do more tarot and oracle readings for more people, maybe even in person now that the UK is opening up again
Go on a bee-keeping course and have my own hives
It’s a short and fun list, so why is the Ten of Wands popping up? This card is a reminder of what happens when you spread yourself too thinly. Being a natural ‘yes’ person is great for other people but not necessarily great for me. It’s also a time management card. It reminds me of a course I attended years ago. The visual I remember most clearly is the decision matrix.
Urgent + important = do these things now
Non-urgent + important = book time in the diary for these things
Urgent + unimportant = delegate where possible
Non-urgent + unimportant = file under B for bin!
I seem to remember this course also advised attendees to work smarter, not harder. Now all I have to do is employ a smidge of assertiveness as advised last week, and say the word ‘no’ with kindness and confidence, applying this old knowledge to my current life. As my Mum would say ‘try not to sweat the small stuff’.
If you could have guaranteed success, what would you wish for in your life? How would you apply the decision matrix to offload some of your burdens?